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Tres mopey!
Mar. 14th, 2011 05:12 pmI feel very down and out of sorts today. I think it's because I have been really tired and fed up after working all weekend yet again. I feel I live there at the moment. Frankly it's a bit depressing considering that I spend most of my time at work slaving my guts out and yet I still can't afford to do anything.
My life feel like a constant round on the treadmill. Work. Sleep. Work. Sleep. Naturally nothing is getting done. I desperately need a holiday but I'm pretty sure that I won't be able to get one 'til after April if I get one at all. This is very depressing.
I have ideas for 'Songbirds' but I don't know whether I can sort this out. This draft is taking way too long to sort out. I know I have to be patient but it's hard to know if I'm just wasting my time. Most of the time I work alone and it doesn't bother me that much but I don't have a great deal of self-confidence at the moment.
This popped up on my f list. I would imagine there is several weeks worth of reading on this one. To be honest it's probably the kick up the arse that I need fic-wise. I really do need to finish 'The Poignard' and then it can take pride of place there as well. Not to mention 'In too Deep' and 'Shades of Loyalty' as well.
I was kind of getting to the stage when I was considering just leaving it because I've written myself into a corner and I don't really know how to write myself out of it. The end is written; there's a whole bunch of plot that happens after the massacre and the king's death. But I just cannot for the love of God get past this plot hole. More like a plot swamp at this point.
I cannot find anyone who wants to beta and to be honest I know it's a big ask. It's long. Very long. I actually wish I hadn't written it long. But try as I might I really cannot write short and it's something that I'm going to have to work on.
I mean 'Songbirds was only meant to be a short slight tale and it's close to 80k or will be by the end of the week.
I think I need something to cheer me up a bit as I can tell I'm doing the moping thing, and that's not good. How about this?
Double Exposure featuring Armie Hammer and Jessica Stroup
getting hot and heavy for a photoshoot. And before you ask: No I am not remotely green with envy. Why do you ask?
Since I have no money, I think I'm going to spend the next two days writing 'Songbirds' I only hope I can get some head way on it. I just want to finish this draft now!
My life feel like a constant round on the treadmill. Work. Sleep. Work. Sleep. Naturally nothing is getting done. I desperately need a holiday but I'm pretty sure that I won't be able to get one 'til after April if I get one at all. This is very depressing.
I have ideas for 'Songbirds' but I don't know whether I can sort this out. This draft is taking way too long to sort out. I know I have to be patient but it's hard to know if I'm just wasting my time. Most of the time I work alone and it doesn't bother me that much but I don't have a great deal of self-confidence at the moment.
This popped up on my f list. I would imagine there is several weeks worth of reading on this one. To be honest it's probably the kick up the arse that I need fic-wise. I really do need to finish 'The Poignard' and then it can take pride of place there as well. Not to mention 'In too Deep' and 'Shades of Loyalty' as well.
Master List of Gen Kill AUs
in case anyone's interested.I was kind of getting to the stage when I was considering just leaving it because I've written myself into a corner and I don't really know how to write myself out of it. The end is written; there's a whole bunch of plot that happens after the massacre and the king's death. But I just cannot for the love of God get past this plot hole. More like a plot swamp at this point.
I cannot find anyone who wants to beta and to be honest I know it's a big ask. It's long. Very long. I actually wish I hadn't written it long. But try as I might I really cannot write short and it's something that I'm going to have to work on.
I mean 'Songbirds was only meant to be a short slight tale and it's close to 80k or will be by the end of the week.
I think I need something to cheer me up a bit as I can tell I'm doing the moping thing, and that's not good. How about this?
Double Exposure featuring Armie Hammer and Jessica Stroup
getting hot and heavy for a photoshoot. And before you ask: No I am not remotely green with envy. Why do you ask?
Since I have no money, I think I'm going to spend the next two days writing 'Songbirds' I only hope I can get some head way on it. I just want to finish this draft now!
